unfair

I feel like God is asking a lot of me lately.

First He asks me to give up a job change.
Then He asks me to give up my desire to lead club at Palmer high school
Then He asks me to give up being in direct ministry with Brit
Now He's asking me to give up being a laundry work crew boss

All things I desire.
All things in my plan, in my mindset
All things I had worked out in my head

And now, I'm left feeling stripped of all things comfortable.
None of which are final or certain,
but in the meantime I'm feeling a little shaken

A little bit angry.

And All He Keeps Saying is
ARE YOU WILLING?