Blogging [a public diary]

I've been blogging about a year now and honestly I don't know who all reads it.

After my last blog about Brit I got a lot of comments from people I didn't even knew read my blog!

So far we are representing NC, VA, DC, NM, AL, NM and CO. Did I miss anyone? I LOVE receiving comments on my blogs, so if you do read, or occasionally check this, I'd love to know who I'm pouring my guts out .. i mean, sharing life's happy moments with!

Also. this is my real blog, so if your bored already stop reading. I've been doing a lot of journaling lately and it's so good for me. To process, pray, ponder, pray, think, pray, plan, pray, surrender, pray .... you get the idea. It's good for me to get it out on paper. And going back days, weeks, months, even years later to read what i wrote is always entertaining.

I've been realizing that I've become comfortable in who I am in Christ lately and that's not ok with me. I want to be more. I want to feel more and strive for me. God has placed some incredible women in my life who I look up to, who i aspire to be like. And sitting around thinking "I've arrived" is not the way to get there.

So that's my new dangerous prayer. That God would move in me, mold me, change me. To be holy. To be His. It's kind of scary, I'll admit that. But I want to be exactly who HE created me to be. Forgiven. Free. and Fabulous. just kidding about the fabulous part. :)

Thanks for reading. Please comment.