Monday, August 29, 2011

Fever, Fevers and more

What a crazy summer. I can not believe it's almost over. I can not believe it's almost September!

This week is a fun week because Brit and I celebrate 4 months of marriage. We also celebrate 2 years of being together. Only 2 years, seems crazy right? I have never felt more known or loved by someone. In 2 short years that happened. It's hard to believe.

I've been recovering from Beiber fever (I still get the urge to watch Never say Never sometimes). I also recovered from a high fever and chest cold that lasted almost a month!! That was fun. not. And now. Well now I have another type of fever.

You guessed it. Baby. Fever.

I didn't think it would happen this quickly. I thought I was safe. I'm only 22. Only been married 4 months. This is way too soon. Am I crazy? All my friends have waited at least 3-4 years. Why do I think about being pregnant almost every day and dream up a nursery and raising little ones with Brit who, turns out is so amazing with kids most parents we come across think we already have kids! What? This has got to stop.

No more clearance maternity clothes. No more calculating when I'd be due. No more starring at Brit and picking out features I want to see on our babies.

It must come to a STOP.

And this is why I blog. To remind myself. To review back on such sweet seasons of life. Pre-kids. I know parenting is going to be a phenomenal experience and I truly can not wait until that day and that journey. But I have to daily remind myself how much I adore Brit and my life right now. It is simply wonderful. Simply= quiet, peaceful, relaxing ; Wonderful= hilarious, adventurous, free, hopeful, romantic, passionate, etc

I could not ask for more. We are learning every day how to be better. How to love better, how to serve better. It's pretty much the best.

He's planning a surprise for my birthday. He says it's a place neither of us have been.

If it gets any sweeter then this, I don't want to know.


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